Dear Jon, (my brother)
Hey brother, how are you? I is December and I am like actually not that pumped, like I have just been in a funk and its not good. I have been listening to a lot of Arctic Monkeys and The Neighbourhood. I don’t really think that it’s healthy but that is just my opinion. Also I wanna dye my hair pink and I don’t really know why but it’s just something that my soul is telling me to do. I know for a fact that you wouldn’t approve.
I really want to move to California, I want to get my degree in Cosmetology and be a makeup artist for someone really dope. Like I just wanna go somewhere where I can just do my own thing and thrive. I want to get a apartment, decorate it and do my own thing without anyone getting in my way. But for now I will stay here because I can’t do what I want, and also to do all that I need a high school education, so my plans are postponed for about 4 and a 1/2 years.
Also I have just been way to out of it for Christmas. Like I am trying to be holly and jolly but it feels like some has peed on my Christmas tree and I am not having it. Another thing, I absolutely hate school. Like I have been busy most day I like be in my bed, and when I am not in my bed I lowkey wanna cry. But that is just a little bit of my life. See ya when you come home.